Wolf – Preface

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A tale of lust,  love and revenge.

A loose follow on to a few of the characters from The Platform Lovers.

Charles is the obvious bad guy,  serial shagger,  now caught and ejected from the family home,   but it has brought him a new found freedom.

But there are other characters who hold darker secrets.

I’ve never written anything really dark and I intend to with this.   You see I don’t always believe that the good guy wins .. that’s not how things work in real life.

Here’s the thing,  I can’t easily get my head around writing about revenge or murder,   it means putting your head in that place,  it’s not how I think.

But we all have a dark side .. right?

That little fascist conniving part of us who would exercise our right to correct any wrongs that have been done against us .. as long as there aren’t any consequences.

If someone seriously wronged you .. and you could kill them without any consequences.

Would you?

How serious would that wrong have to be?

  • Theft?
  • Assault?
  • Rape?
  • Child abuse?
  • The murder a family member?

I think that most people would say that if someone hurt their family,  then they would want to kill them .. but at which point does your NO.. become a YES?

 

Wolf – 1 – Free!

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It was just sex!

No really I swear to you, it meant absolutely nothing.

Well maybe a bit of ego scratching on my part but it was all just a bit of fun and I never meant to hurt anybody.

Yes I know I was married at the time, but you know all about that, I was frustrated and felt neglected, she was always tired and spent more time with the kids than me.

Because sex never happened, or when it did it was dull and functional rather than exciting.

So I took my desires elsewhere.

I honestly didn’t mean to hurt anyone or break up the marriage.

The videos?

They were just souvenirs, harmless bits of fun, for a bit of solo ego-scratching at a future date .. no harm done, it wasn’t as if I was going to broadcast them.

Yes I was wrong to take them secretly, well most of them, some of the girls were quite happy to perform in front of camera. Take Susie for example, she loves it, in fact she has copies of her own.

Moira?

Of course Moira doesn’t know … what you don’t know doesn’t hurt you .. right?

I mean what’s the point in raking up old news now?

I’ve already said that I was wrong .. I accept that, I’ve already apologised, I don’t know why people are still making such a big fuss about it.

It wasn’t as if anyone was actually hurt.

Was it?

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The Sweeter The Tune?

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She was a babe in her day
But that day isn’t today
Or even yesterday
Not even 10 years ago
When she was 40

She’s a cougar
A slinky sexy cat on heat
Who looks at me
Like I’m fresh meat
She smiles her perfect smile
But I was only joking
Looking for some fun

She touches my arm
As she tells me of
All the things she likes
That I like too

Then licks her lips as I reply
Holding my eye
I wonder what else
She’d like to hold
Later
Maybe?

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Blind-Sided – 9 – Amber?

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“Stop!”?

What’s that about?

She picked you up in a club, let you drive her home,  you’ve gone through all the pretences and platitudes of politeness and probity, drinking tea and getting to know each other better.

When all the time you both known what you’re really here for.

She lets her suck her tits, in fact she enjoys you sucking her tits, but then just when you go for third base she says “Stop!”?

What is that all about?

No is no … Right?

Or is it?

Does NO sometimes mean ..

A – Not now?
B – Maybe later?
C – I’m not ready yet?
D – All of the above?

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Blind-Sided – 8 – Green?

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It’s green for go and you move your hand from her breast, keeping her nipple gently but firmly locked between tongue and tooth.

Like some lust-crazed bull-terrier, She’d need to hit your head with a blunt instrument to pull it away now!

But that’s not going to happen.

You’re left hand is at the small of her back just in case.

She’s moaning as you squeeze her breast putting pressure against the C4 nerve that transmits sensory pressure from her nipple to the pleasure centre of her brain.

All girls are different, nipples and breasts are certainly different, like cars, built to a general framework, but some are bigger or smaller than others, more responsive, dynamic, highly performing or just plain dull.

Did I really say that?

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Blind-Sided – 7 – Amygdala

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It’s hard to talk with a tongue in your mouth. 

Don’t you think? 

So let’s cut to the chase, you already have your hand cupping her breast through her dress. 

Her giving you the tongue is a clear green light just in case you hadn’t noticed already. 

Personally, I’m not a fan of tongue play, particularly when some stranger tries to stick theirs down your throat.  

It’s invasive, unnecessary, when all she really has to say is 

“Let’s go to bed” 

Or sone other indirect euphemism for hitting the sack, ripping the sheets, getting naked, down and dirty or whatever. 

Of course, girls very rarely ask so directly. 

As if they need to ask at all!

It’s usually indirectly, particularly on your first time together and their inner morality learned in childhood, that good girls don’t, prevents them from coming straight out and asking …

“Do you want to have sex?”

Or more directly

“Do you want to fuck?”

Stupid question really … What guy doesn’t?  

Errrr … No you’re okay, I’m not like that … Oh well .. Okay then … Since its you!  

As the guy tries to pretend the girl is special and he’s not just a horny fucker like every other guy on the planet.  

Cos he’s different!

Did you fall for that?

How many times before you wised up?

But you know now right?

Maybe I’m being harsh …

Of course there are good guys out there,   as well as some not so good guys and some out and out rats. 

But there are very few guys who aren’t going to take up the offer of sex when it’s put on a plate. 

Particularly with a good looking woman, that would be going against a gazillion years of history and genetic programming. 

But what if the girl isn’t that attractive?

The guy has more of a dilemma, an internal cost-benefit decision where he’s already thinking past her and the only thing pushing him towards saying yes is the pressure building in his pants. 

Why fuck a girl that you’re not attracted to?

Why have a one night stand with a girl that you are attracted to?

Answers don’t and don’t. 

The first because it’s wrong for a host of reasons, It’s not fair, morally vacant and apart from a moment of physical relief it’s completely pointless.  

Unless you’re the kind of childish prick who thinks its cool to fuck women that you don’t find attractive, build up their hopes then fuck off to the next girl unfortunate to have your company whilst boasting to your mates about  your exploits?

The second because if you like the girl, find her attractive, want to get naked with her then why not stay and see what develops?

But it’s 3am, you’ve slid the straps of her dress and bra to the side and you’re now kissing and sucking her nipple feeling it stiffen in your mouth.  

Those decisions of physical morality have already been subconsciously made. 

Somewhere deep in your limbic system, the amygdala is kicking down a gear, accelerating the production of testosterone, controlling penile function, blood being directed to your growing erection. 

It’s too late to turn back now. 

Been awake since 5am, would you believe I’ve finally watched 50 shades of Grey .. or rather had it on in the background. 

He really is a damaged individual. 

She must be stupid or at least naive to put up with him.  

All that control and contract nonsense. 

Any woman with any dignity would tell him to fuck right off. 

Don’t get me wrong,  I’m all for a bit of fun,  a bit of tease,  game playing but contracts and pain? 

Can I stop you right there Christian! 

I was bored with the book and only read a few chapters before giving up. 

The film was cringeable, an exercise in style over substance. 

It’s left open for part 2, which I’m sure will arrive as its low production cost will generate high revenue from the masses stimulated by a little erotica.